Greeting and the reason of this fanbox
Added 2021-02-20 20:02:27 +0000 UTCI have always worked on art, commissions and actual job but those take all of my time until I burned out a few months ago, I couldn't even draw, my body rejected it badly I was seriously in pain to draw and I had to go to see Therapist to fix this, but because I stopped working on everything include my main job because I couldn't draw at all so I didn't have any income and living by using almost all of my save up I worked before I burn out...
I just feel like it's not worth it to do the same anymore because I don't want to work then at the end, using all of them because I can't keep going
After very long break(if you notice that I hardly posted anything in past few months ago) I started to feel a lot better, I can draw and have fun a bit without feeling in pain
I take small commission from friends recently because I need at least a bit of income but I don't want to keep doing that forever or it'll end up the same
The reason I make this Fanbox because I hope to keep drawing, I want to be creative and motivated, I want to have fun drawing again like in the past
I almost missed how that felt like until I worked on Friday Night Funkin Mod just for fun
and I was happy and cried because I'm glad it's still in me. I thought I hate drawing completely but no, it's still there and it's coming back
I don't want to lose it again, and I also want to improve my drawing and do more fun stuff and people enjoy what I do always make me happy
I will start off without reward because the reason I said above
but if you have any idea for the reward that I don't have to feel like I do a commission please let me know, I'm open for any advice
Thank you for reading all of this and thank you for understanding
