We'll be focusing on Programming for the month of August. Programming implies training, conditioning, and control.
Your assignment this week is to think about (and share, if you're comfortable) any ways in which you think you've been program...
2023-08-05 16:36:19 +0000 UTC View Post
It would be ridiculous if everything I ever said got stuck inside your head forever, right? (Yes, it would!) But... ...
2023-08-04 13:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Welcome to the Hive Mind.
August's free-to-all file ushers in Programming Month with an ode to conditi...
2023-08-01 13:00:08 +0000 UTC View PostLast week, you studied my thoughts on submission. The week before that you started to learn about obedience. And the week before that, you explored what it would be like to be lost in submission. Week four was the last full week of July, and you w...
2023-07-31 13:00:06 +0000 UTC View PostJuly is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays; on each of the 5 Mondays in July I’ll be sharing ...
2023-07-29 13:01:00 +0000 UTC View PostLast week, you studied my thoughts on submission. The week before that you started to learn about obedience. And the week before that, you explored what it would be like to be lost in submission.
For week four (which is the last week of our ...
2023-07-24 13:00:10 +0000 UTC View PostJuly is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays (or sometimes Mondays!); on each of the 5 Mondays in...
2023-07-22 13:01:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Which part of you is in charge of getting things done?
This file teaches your uncons...
2023-07-21 13:00:10 +0000 UTC View PostLast week you started to learn about obedience. The week before that, you explored what it would be like to be lost in submission.
For week three, I'd like you to study my thoughts on submission.
Summer school is now in session!
July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays; on each of t...
2023-07-15 13:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
What does your Wonderland look like?
This file invites you to join me on...
2023-07-14 13:00:08 +0000 UTC View PostLast week you explored what it's like to be lost in submission. This week, you will learn about obedience. Or perhaps more about obedience!
Summer school is officially in session!
July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays (or so...
2023-07-10 15:47:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Find some perspective to aid you in completing tasks.
This self-care file uses a forest and gaming metaphor to help you learn to identify potential obstacles and prioritize necessary tasks.
If you weren't a Patron in 2019, you might have missed this post: https://www.patreon.com/posts/30869254
Lost in Submission is the first entry in the Service Summ...
2023-07-03 15:48:46 +0000 UTC View PostSummer school is officially in session!
July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays; on ea...
2023-07-01 16:31:11 +0000 UTC View Post
There are some things in your life that it might be better to just set aside.
This month's free-to-all file is about self-care and guides you in creating a space where those things can be put where they won't affect you so much, and yo...
2023-07-01 13:01:00 +0000 UTC View PostYou step off the train with confidence. You don’t know what your new location will look like, but you know exactly where you’ve been – on the road to serving LeeAllure. And sure enough, she’s waiting there for you on the platform. You appr...
2023-07-01 01:14:50 +0000 UTC View PostBefore you’d ever brought it up to her, you’d wanted to submit to LeeAllure. And now, here you are, on your knees for her in at least two branches of reality. They’re all starting to blend together now in your mind anyway, but you know that ...
2023-06-30 22:47:31 +0000 UTC View PostYou and Lee, having finished the negotiation about how the great, four-track brainwashing will be structured, are finally ready to begin. She directs you to sit in your most comfortable chair, with your legs spread and your arms on the armre...
2023-06-30 20:25:24 +0000 UTC View Post“I know that for you it feels as if it’s been many days that we’ve been doing this, and right now I’d like you to recall that some time ago I asked you to think about the skills that you are most confident about, the things that you know y...
2023-06-30 18:05:46 +0000 UTC View PostLee continues speaking, her words perfectly understandable, even though you are seeing and feeling them instead of hearing them.
“It might surprise you, right now, anyway, when you aren’t remembering much of anything that happened before...
2023-06-30 16:11:24 +0000 UTC View Post"Open the door to pleasure.”
You expect something to happen. To be transported into your memory, back to the train, to be consumed again by the spiral, but…
…but nothing changes. You’re still in your internal mindscape of color...
2023-06-30 14:07:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Whose suggestions will be strongest for you? &nbs...
2023-06-30 13:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostYou continue to kneel, deeply in trance, and chant “I kneel for Lee” in a quiet, even voice. If all of you weren't so focused on the mantra, some part of you might notice that even though Lee has dropped you back into trance, that feeling of c...
2023-06-29 22:22:55 +0000 UTC View PostOnce you are on your knees, you simply wait to be told what to do next.
Lee just looks at you. Assessing. Evaluating.
“While you do look good on your knees, some people just look better that way and I think you’re one of them, I’...
2023-06-29 20:06:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I think you all really liked being able to participate in your own brainwashing* this month, and all the brainwashing files released! I really enjoyed seeing all your responses, and in discovering where the story was going to take you.
Lee looks thoughtful. “Let’s see. Pay close attention now – I’m going to give you some tasks to do, and even though you’re in trance, and pretty deeply in trance still, certainly as deep as you need to be or as you want to be in order fo...
2023-06-29 18:11:56 +0000 UTC View PostThe coolness of the water spreads over your tongue and, as you swallow, a corresponding feeling of docility sweeps over you. Not apathy; you’re interested and invested in what’s happening, but somehow you feel as if the next thing that happens...
2023-06-29 16:07:19 +0000 UTC View PostOpen the next door, and remember what you’ve already experienced – a pleasant evening spent at my home, with dinner and conversation. It all began with a glass of water to refresh you after a long journey, and nothing unusual happened.
O...
2023-06-29 14:00:09 +0000 UTC View Post